Jack and Me: One Clueless Dad, One Lost Son

Memoir | Paperback | Pre-Order Now | Out This November

After the suicide of his son Jack in 2015, journalist Cosmo Landesman set out to write an anti-suicide/ anti-grief memoir that was angry and cynical about the way we look at death, suicide and grief. Where others parents of suicides were motivated to try and do good in the world, Landesman took the do nothing, say nothing and feel as bad as possible option. Seven years later he wonders if he made a terrible mistake. But Jack and Me is more than about suicide - its about a clueless father trying to save his troubled son.

"A raw , mercilessly truthful and beautifully written book about the complexity of grief and the simplicity of love" - Dolly Alderton

"Shockingly honest - a tour de force" – Camilla Long

“A remarkable book” – The Daily Mail

"A courageous self-examination of his relationship with his late son." – Robert Peston, ITV journalist

‘Lively...brilliant...brave...moving...wise...funny’ – Louisa Young, Perspective Magazine